Slowly... into Forward Motion

So we've been officially invited now! It might sound a little late to be invited to you, but this is a formal invitation that gives way for the rest of the process to proceed. Progress is being made, that's the update, and my funding is at about $1800! (that's about 70%) I'm so thankful that God works things out and that I have wonderful support from all you donors out there. Thank you!

My current state is: tired. Not actually physically tired, but emotionally tired of this world. Last weekend I co-planned a church service with my good friend, Becky Perdew, based on how much we need God to have meaning in our lives. The church service went quite well, even my sermonette that God completely took over - it was great. :) Now, in the aftereffects of being so spiritual I feel like I always have to live up to that level of intimacy with God, even though I know I'm not ready for it. This is emotional exhaustion. I am ready to be so close to God that nothing can separate me from him... wait that's the way it is... sometimes I just need a little perspective. ;) [Romans 8] But still, it takes a lot of rising and falling to get maturity and my spiritual maturity is farther behind than I would like it. Unfortunately this means to be closer to God I have to go through a few more trials, but this is hardly a sacrifice when I think of the endgame.

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So for a while there I was considering a position in Malawi, which was teaching and a little more official since it was already set up, but I pretty much think that option is gone now. (Especially because I would have to be leaving this week and I still don't have my visa). I did however receive an answer to prayer in the most recent email from the doctor in Nigeria. He told me that I was an answer to prayer because they had been needing someone to fill a position! I was so excited (I still am) - all I hoped for was to be needed somewhere and now I am. So hopefully the rest of the plans will be worked out smoothly and timely. As for my funds I am technically at $1,500 so only $1,000 more! It's coming close and I am getting very excited.

In the meantime, while I wait for the trip to come, I am busy working at Toys R Us and babysitting my sister's two kids. I also participate in a college-aged youth group called F.L.I.G.H.T. It feels good to be busy and earn a living - I feel really blessed to be kept busy by doing things that I really enjoy. If anyone hasn't heard, my good friend Becky Perdew and I will be putting on a church service this Sabbath talking about the meaning of life with and without God. You are all welcome to come! Sabbath school starts at 9:30 and church starts at 10:50. It's at the Springfield Seventh-day Adventist church in (duh) Springfield. Hope to see you there!